“He never bothered listening to sports; the bored him, every one of them.”
Michael Finkel“He never bothered listening to sports; the bored him, every one of them.”
Michael Finkel, The Stranger in the Woods: The Extraordinary Story of the Last True Hermit“One's desire to be alone, biologists have found, is partially genetic and to some degree measurable. If you have low levels of the pituitary peptide oxytocin--sometimes called the master chemical of sociability-- and high quantities of the hormone vasopressin, which may suppress your need for affection, you tend to require fewer interpersonal relationships.”
Michael Finkel, The Stranger in the Woods: The Extraordinary Story of the Last True Hermit“Knight, of course, felt that anyone's willing assistance tainted the whole thing. Either you are hidden or you're not, no middle ground. He wished to be unconditionally alone, exiled to an island of his own creation, an uncontacted tribe of one.”
Michael Finkel, The Stranger in the Woods: The Extraordinary Story of the Last True Hermit“Maybe, I thought, Knight would talk about the marrow. He sat quietly, whether thinking or fuming or both, it was hard to tell. But he eventually arrived at a reply. It felt like some great mystic was about to revel the meaning of life."Get enough sleep," he said.He set his jaw in a way that conveyed he wouldn't be saying any more. This was what he had learned. I accepted it as truth.”
Michael Finkel, The Stranger in the Woods: The Extraordinary Story of the Last True Hermit“The uncertainty wore on him. The conditions in jail--the handcuffs, the noise, the filth, the crowding--mangled his senses. It's likely that, if one must be incarcerated in the United States, a jail in central Maine would be among the more tolerable spots, but to Knight it was torture. "Bedlam" is how he referred to the place. It never got dark in jail; at eleven p.m., the lights merely became a little duller. "I suspect," he noted, "more damage has been done to my sanity in jail, in months; than years, decades, in the woods.”
Michael Finkel, The Stranger in the Woods: The Extraordinary Story of the Last True Hermit“People earnestly say to me here, 'Mr Knight, we have cellphones now, and you're going to really enjoy them.' That's their enticement for me to rejoin society. 'You're going to love it,' they say. I have no desire. And what about a text message? Isn't that just using a telephone as a telegraph? We're going backwards.”
Michael Finkel, The Stranger in the Woods: The Extraordinary Story of the Last True Hermit“He'd drop his clothes and slip into the water. The lake's top few inches, after cooking all day in the sun, would be nearly bath warm. "I'd stretch out in the water, " he said, "and lie flat on my back, and look at the stars.”
Michael Finkel, The Stranger in the Woods: The Extraordinary Story of the Last True Hermit“Thomas Merton, the Trappist monk, wrote that nothing can be expressed about solitude "that has not already been said better by the wind in the pine trees.”
Michael Finkel, The Stranger in the Woods: The Extraordinary Story of the Last True Hermit“There was no one to complain to in the woods, so I did not complain,' Knight said.”
Michael Finkel, The Stranger in the Woods: The Extraordinary Story of the Last True Hermit“I understand I've made an unusual lifestyle choice. But the label 'crazy' bothers me. Annoys me. Because it prevents response. When someone asks if you're crazy, Knight lamented, you can either say yes, which makes you crazy, or you can say no, which makes you sound defensive, as if you fear that you really are crazy. There's no good answer.”
Michael Finkel, The Stranger in the Woods: The Extraordinary Story of the Last True Hermit