“I stayed there on the floor like that for a long, long time.Eating and crying.Crying and eating.”

“I stayed there on the floor like that for a long, long time.Eating and crying.Crying and eating.”

“But not just alive like I was yesterday and the day before. Alive like I knew I was alive. Like I could feel the breaths coming into my chest. And I knew I was the person inside my own body.”

“But when you read books you almost feel like you're out there in the world. Like you're going on this adventure right with the main character. At least, that's the way I do it. It's actually not that bad. Even if it is mad nerdy.”

“But mostly I remember every morning before school. How she'd say "Hey, honey!" just I was walking out the apartment door. And me stopping and turning around and saying "What?" And her saying "I love you." And me rolling my eyes like I just wanted to hurry up so I didn't miss the bus. I'd start going again and she'd say "Hey, honey!" and I'd pretend I was so annoyed 'cause she was wasting time and I had to go catch the bus. And how secretly it was my favorite part of every day.”

“Sometimes when you're surrounded by dirt...you're a better witness for what's beautiful.”

“I stayed there on the floor like that for a long, long time.Eating and crying.Crying and eating.”