“It was the day after Thanksgiving. I was the 3 p.m. backwaiter, but the trains were running irregularly, and while I had heard one sighing into the station as I ran down the stairs, my card was out of money. Which is to say, I was late.”
Stephanie Danler“The city was radiant and I felt untouchable.”
Stephanie Danler“Girls, now, they wear leggings. As pants. It's embarrassing. Just parading their coochies around town.”
Stephanie Danler“I said, "It really didn't feel like a choice. Where else is there to go?”
Stephanie Danler, Sweetbitter“When the truffles arrived the paintings leaned off the wall toward them.”
Stephanie Danler, Sweetbitter“How impossible it is to forget the stories we tell ourselves, even when the truth should super-cede them.”
Stephanie Danler, Sweetbitter“She re-marked her lips with her lipstick. I saw sprays of silver in her coarse hair. I saw inscriptions of her years around her mouth, a solid crease between her brows from a lifetime of cynicism. The posture of a woman who had stood in a casual spotlight in every room she'd ever been in, not for gloss or perfection, for self-possession. Everything she touched she added an apostrophe to.”
Stephanie Danler, Sweetbitter“I thought that once I got to this city nothing could ever catch up with me because I could remake my life daily. Once that had made me feel infinite. Now I was certain I would never learn. Being remade was the same thing as being constantly undone.”
Stephanie Danler, Sweetbitter“Pigeons flew in diminishing waves between the low buildings. The sun rose. It said, Now that you've done this, you can never have that. Now that I'm like this, I can never go back.”
Stephanie Danler, Sweetbitter“It was the day after Thanksgiving. I was the 3 p.m. backwaiter, but the trains were running irregularly, and while I had heard one sighing into the station as I ran down the stairs, my card was out of money. Which is to say, I was late.”
Stephanie Danler, Sweetbitter“The vision that accompanied me on my drive was a girl, a lady actually. We had the same hair but she didn't look like me. She was in a camel coat and ankle boots. A dress under the coat was belted high on her waist. She carried various shopping bags from specialty stores and as she was walking, pausing at certain windows, her coat would fly back in the wind. Her boot heels tapped on the cobblestones. She had lovers and breakups, an analyst, a library, acquaintances she ran into on the street whose names she couldn't call to mind. She belonged to herself only. She had edges, boundaries, tastes, definition down to her eyelashes. And when she walked it was clear she knew where she was going.”
Stephanie Danler, Sweetbitter