“Men, Kellhus had once told her, were like coins: they had two sides. Where one side of them saw, the other side of them was seen, and though all men were both at once, men could only truly know the side of themselves that saw and the side of others that was seen—they could only truly know the inner half of themselves and the outer half of others.At first Esmenet thought this foolish. Was not the inner half the whole, what was only imperfectly apprehended by others? But Kellhus bid her to think of everything she’d witnessed in others. How many unwitting mistakes? How many flaws of character? Conceits couched in passing remarks. Fears posed as judgements …The shortcomings of men—their limits—were written in the eyes of those who watched them. And this was why everyone seemed so desperate to secure the good opinion of others—why everyone played the mummer. They knew without knowing that what they saw of themselves was only half of who they were. And they were desperate to be whole.The measure of wisdom, Kellhus had said, was found in the distance between these two selves.Only afterward had she thought of Kellhus in these terms. With a kind of surpriseless shock, she realized that not once—not once!—had she glimpsed shortcomings in his words or actions. And this, she understood, was why he seemed limitless, like the ground, which extended from the small circle about her feet to the great circle about the sky. He had become her horizon.For Kellhus, there was no distance between seeing and being seen. He alone was whole. And what was more, he somehow stood from without and saw from within. He made whole …”
R. Scott Bakker“There was nothing the ignorant prized more than the ignorance of others.”
R. Scott Bakker“History. Language. Passion. Custom. All these things determine what men say, think, and do. These are the hidden puppet-strings from which all men hang.”
R. Scott Bakker, The Darkness That Comes Before“The world has long ceased to be the author of your anguish.”
R. Scott Bakker, The Darkness That Comes Before“Hoga Gothyelk no longer felt anger, not truly -- only varieties of sorrow.”
R. Scott Bakker, The Darkness That Comes Before“Consequences lost all purchase when they became mad. And desperation, when pressed beyond anguish, became narcotic.”
R. Scott Bakker, The Warrior Prophet“Something ... made him feel small, not in the way of orphans or beggars or children, but in a good way. In the way of souls.”
R. Scott Bakker, The Thousandfold Thought“There was such a difference, he thought, between the beauty that illuminated, and the beauty that was illuminated.”
R. Scott Bakker, The Warrior Prophet“I remeber asking a wise man, once . . . 'Why do Men fear the dark?' . . . 'Because darkness' he told me, 'is ignorance made visable.' 'And do Men despise ignorance?' I asked. 'No,' he said, 'they prize it above all things--all things!--but only so long as it remains invisible.”
R. Scott Bakker, The Judging Eye“Saying 'I could have done more,' Zin, is what marks a man as a man and not a God.”
R. Scott Bakker, The Darkness That Comes Before