“The Crazy feeling builds and builds. It never stops, it never ends, there is no relief.”
Brian Castner“The Air Force was confused about what it wanted me to be when I grew up. I applied for an ROTC scholarship out of high school because I wanted to be an astronaut. None of my teachers had ever broken the news to me that I couldn’t fly into space, so the third-grade dream remained.”
Brian Castner, The Long Walk: A Story of War and the Life That Follows“So when I arrived in Saudi Arabia in August of 2001, as there was no chemical, biological, or nuclear war going on, all I prepared for was to be bored until it was time to go home. Obviously, that plan failed.”
Brian Castner, The Long Walk: A Story of War and the Life That Follows“The Crazy feeling builds and builds. It never stops, it never ends, there is no relief.”
Brian Castner, The Long Walk: A Story of War and the Life That Follows“But the shock wears off, more quickly for some, but eventually for most. Fast food and alcohol are seductive, and I didn’t fight too hard. Your old routine is easy to fall back into, preferences and tastes return. It’s not hard to be a fussy, overstuffed American. After a couple of months, home is no longer foreign, and you are free to resume your old life. I thought I did. Resume my old life, that is. I was wrong.”
Brian Castner, The Long Walk: A Story of War and the Life That Follows