“Travel empties out everything you’ve into the box called your life, all the things you accumulate to tell you who you are”

“Travel empties out everything you’ve into the box called your life, all the things you accumulate to tell you who you are”

“What was the payoff? It obviously kept me in my cozy zone of being in control, being a good mother, with a good daughter. Most of all, I realize, is that it allowed me to maintain the lie that she was healed, that Nick hadn't permanently damaged her, that I'd truly saved her. Because if I did, if there was no lasting residue of him, it meant that the denial that kept me in the marriage long enough for him to hurt her didn't help create the situation she's in now. The person who I worked hardest to keep safe seems to have been me.”